You didn't know what to say, or how to help, and I don't know either!!! I know I need to stay in the present, but my present isn't where I want to be. I know where I want my life, but I feel overwhelmed and no one seems to know where to start?! Least of all me!! After we spoke, I took a shower, and ate. And it didn't make much difference. I'm frustrated that I can't seem to handle the overwhelming feeling. Why is it so hard?????

I'm frustrated and lost, and there are no answers. Maybe I.... No I want... I don't know what I want!!