I had a plumber come today and unclog my bathroom sink. I've been procrastinating on that for months so i'm really pleased that i finally got it done. It's just been draining slowly for a while. It's only been completely clogged for a couple days. It didn't go smoothly as the guy was two hours late. So that was two hours of anxiety and anger for me. But he made quick work of it once he arrived and it didn't cost too much.

I'm feeling lousy now tho and i know it's just the weather as it is cold and super windy, too windy to linger outside with my dog. I know i shouldn't panic because the forecast is good. Today just has to pass and it's already 8:00pm. But for what it's worth: i feel weak, stale, bloated and helpless.

My best friend from high school just celebrated her 30 wedding anniversary. I'm happy for her. It made the local news (another city). Just brings up feelings about what a disaster my own marriage was.

Any words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated.