The exact reason I have been acting and feeling this way since the middle of March is because I am deeply attracted to my therapist. It started when I started my shots and my hormones got out of whack. Then the video sessions started. But then I just got really attracted to her. I had thoughts before but nothing like this. Now all I can think about is her. But it has been affecting me so badly these past few weeks. It’s affecting my moods, and my depression and anxiety. I get into funks after my sessions and I get SI. Honestly everything I’ve been feeling since March I can trace back to my feelings about her. I’m thinking of telling her on Tuesday because I feel like it will lift this huge weight I’ve been carrying for 3 months.