And.. I just spoke with/caught up with my parents. It is KILLING me to not inform them of what is going on with me right now. I am very close with my mother, especially, and it hurts to not tell her that I am contemplating divorce. I really don't want them judging him though, and I don't want them to influence my decision making process or make it harder. I did leak out to mom that he's a spoiled brat.