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Old Jun 13, 2020, 10:15 AM
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Originally Posted by Mountaindewed View Post
The exact reason I have been acting and feeling this way since the middle of March is because I am deeply attracted to my therapist. It started when I started my shots and my hormones got out of whack. Then the video sessions started. But then I just got really attracted to her. I had thoughts before but nothing like this. Now all I can think about is her. But it has been affecting me so badly these past few weeks. It’s affecting my moods, and my depression and anxiety. I get into funks after my sessions and I get SI. Honestly everything I’ve been feeling since March I can trace back to my feelings about her. I’m thinking of telling her on Tuesday because I feel like it will lift this huge weight I’ve been carrying for 3 months.
MD, I am so sorry you are dealing with this difficult stuff. Given all these swirling emotions and hormones and stuff, I guess I am just sorta wondering about maybe another therapist or something. It might prove to be a bit much for you to work through all this stuff and still benefit from therapy with her, ya know?

Just a thought. It might be the best thing gor you remotional health, maybe. Sending you love. PM me any time if you are ever watnnt someone to talk to. I am always here for you. I am also around all day today.
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