Welp, slept much better last night and feel pretty good so far. Was able to get a few groceries, which is nice. The end of the fiscal month can be a challenge for me.
Hopefully, I can maybe accomplish something small today. Anything would be nice. I hvae kind of just been existing. With my mood and energy and overall well-being all over the map, it has been just very unpredictable. Impossible to plan anything or know how I am going to feel from one moment to the next. See pdoc in not too long a time, so, maybe he will change something.I am obviously somewhat concerned about this, as I had a dream last night that I had that pdoc meeting and he did nothing and I was very sad about that.
The one thing I have been able to do is continue in my marathon of watching thrillers. I am ususally a reader, but watching all these movies has been very interesting for me. Just finished a series directed by one of my favorite directors, Jonathan Demme (Silence of the Lambs, God rest his soul. It was called The Killing. Really good. Now, diving into a pretty good one with Kevin Bacon called The Following. One thing about film is that pacing, the speed at which the story moves, is maybe more impoartant than it is in a novel, which, rather than taking two hours to watch, takes days, often, to read. So, I have learned a bit more about how to sort of strike while the iron is hot, pacing-wise. I sometimes havee a tendency to provide too much detail, when speed is what is really required. Speed to the punch line.
Anyway, writing stuff. Sorry. Sending strength and love and hope to everyone struggling and everyone not struggling. I hope you all have great days!!!!
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