Well, I feel like total f***ing s***. I have done nothing positive today. I just hate my life.

I wish I could just sleep these feelings away, but I know it's not a good idea to oversleep while depressed. I know that's just asking for trouble... and lots of it.

I'm going to try to watch some TV shows that I own... since apparently I bought 13 TV shows and 19 movies during my latest hypomanic episode, and I'm not even exaggerating. I counted them all. They're used, too, so I cannot return. I can try to sell them back though. But hey, I might as well enjoy them if I'm going to sell them back anyways. Might as well get something useful out of them.