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Old Jun 13, 2020, 04:40 PM
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Originally Posted by fern46 View Post
Hand raised. I do this in spurts. Sometimes I think it is hormonal. Sometimes emotional. Sometimes just patterns that flare up. I eat pretty healthy most of the time, so I try not to get too upset when I get off track. The sluggish and sick feeling afterward is punishment enough.
^^^^Above for me, too. I would also say, for me, that such spurts can resemble minor binges. I don't have an eating disorder, though.

I generally always have a sweet tooth, and eat a lot of sweets, but usually not binging.

I don't believe I am a bona fide alcoholic, but I did abuse alcohol during various periods of my life. Sometimes pretty big time, and enough to require a detox once. I tried to abstain completely for four years, but over time, have found that I can have a drink (ot two) many days without going overboard. I have changed my self-medication of choice habits (teeth grinding/clenching, sometimes food, at times maladaptive daydreaming, a weird thing I do pressing on my chin with my finger that leaves an abrasion, etc.) I have learned healthy coping skills, and mostly use them, but sometimes I "relapse" by using unhealthy ones. Stability obviously reduces the need.
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