And it’s not just the emails and stuff it’s the weird looking smile she’s always giving me and the “I was thinking of calling you last night when I got the email that you were in crisis” type things she does. Also one time I had just come out her office in a crisis and she told me she was incredibly concerned about me and I had my mom call her to make sure an ambulance wasn’t going to show up at my house. My therapist laughed and said “I’m not going to call an ambulance” Yet she was so worried 10 minutes before.

It just seems like she goes back and forth a lot and contradicts herself and can’t always catch herself when she messes up.