Until about a year ago, regardless of the circumstances I have always covered my SH scars, (at the time they were very obvious as there were a lot of new ones). I would were long sleeves all the time, and I never wore skirts or shorts except if I have tights on underneath.

My T has never seen my bare arms and legs. I always felt like if she sees them she is either going to think I'm pathetic, that my SH is not actually that bad, or she's going to think the opposite that it is really bad. My scars are still visible, but most of them are white, some bulge from deeper cuts.

I am still very self conscious of my T seeing them cos I just feel like its gonna stand out.

And also one time when I was in a really bad relapse of anorexia, I wore some fitted clothes one day instead of the baggy clothes that I'm always in, and I can just feel her staring at me, and it made me felt really uncomfortable. And that whole session I have heard said how skinny I was so many times.