Thanks, Wild Coyote! They are a little bit. Sometimes it is difficult to stop thinking about them. When my thinking is like this, I replay stuff in my head over and over again with the unhealthy feelings remaining or taking off like gas poured on a fire. I do hope the extra Seroquel and some coping skills help. There are no good reasons for these thoughts to persist. Easy to say, harder to stop.

I am sorry I have not been as supportive as I would normally like to you and others. I am just hanging on to sanity.