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Old Jun 14, 2020, 11:00 AM
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I feel so guilty for having the thoughts I’m having. I keep thinking of the reasons I’d give him for divorcing. I keep thinking about the scenarios involved in how this would all turn out. I cannot stop thinking. It’s hard to relax.

Our fight yesterday reminded me of prior fights with him yelling over me as I tried to argue back. Toxic. Just toxic.
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