Hello Liv: There isn't anything I can offer with regard to your concerns. However I noticed this is your first post here on PC. Welcome to Psych Central. 
Here are links to 5 articles, from Psych Central's archives, on the subject of cPTSD:
The Unique Features of Complex PTSD
Complex Trauma: Dissociation, Fragmentation, and Self Understanding
C-PTSD and Interpersonal Relationships
Affect Dysregulation and C-PTSD
Recovery from Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I hope you find PC to be of benefit. 
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