Hello dennerheidi: My condolences on your loss. One additional forum, here on PC, that might be of interest to you would be the Coping with Emotions forum. Here's a link:

https://psychcentralforums.com/coping-with-emotions/

And then here is a link to a listing of some of the grief-&-loss-related articles in PC's archives along with links to 3 additional articles on the subject of complicated grief one of them being the grief-&-loss quiz here on PC. This quiz is designed to help you determine if what you are experiencing might be considered complicated grief:

Coping with Grief | Psych Central

What is Complicated Grief?

Complicated Grief: How to Get Unstuck

Grief and Loss Quiz

I hope you find PC to be of benefit.