I am depressed and very, very angry right now. I do not know why I am so angry, but I am. I smashed and threw a couple of things because I was so pissed off. Everything agitates me and then I lash out.

I am doing some reading to keep me calm, and so far, it's working. Well, kinda.

I want to go back to bed, but I realize that it's not a good idea to sleep when depressed. The reading is making me really sleepy though. I don't know how much longer I can read at this rate...

I am also running out of food in my place, so now I have to do grocery pickup or something. I am trying to limit myself to one meal a day so that I can have enough food to last me until I am able to snag a grocery pickup "appointment." (I haven't exactly tried to snag an appointment yet though.)