Speaking of anhedonia, I'm feeling a little anhedonic and emotionless.

I'm so confused about these diagnoses and chemicals, the world, myself. I'm really confused.

But I think about all the good things that people have said to me, my good times etc..

I tried to play a song on guitar today and I got impatient - So I took a vyvanse and extra phenibut. It didn't work this time.