I feel like a sponge . My wife got up in a *****y mood and like her mom and her grand mom she will go around *****ing at everyone .This has gotten worst for the year she lived with her mom when we were apart..I suck it all in and where she may get over it in a half hour to hour and get in a better mood I'm stuck with it all day .She is a sweet kind person but this bad habit really wears me down.Ive been taking my time with her letting her know that this triggers me .I just cant be around peolpe *****ing to much or assholes they cloud my head and make it spin and I make poor choices in that state of mind .

Iknow I complain alot about her here but I have know one else to talk to .I have know family(all pass away) or friends (I'm not friends with men because most men are assholes .I make friends with women easy but 99% they wont to take it further. I don't mean to lead them on but I guess I don't have good people skills ) I found that I'm better friends with my cats then most people I meet.But right know their playing with a feather and dont won to listen to me *****. lol stupid cats .

I feel much better now thank you for listening