I just wish we could sit down and talk about things ,I don't know what she meant by "not ready yet" (for what?).I veer between caring about her (which I do) and feeling upset and angry at the way she's behaved towards me-everything on her terms.Even now,I feel that everything is on her terms-she says she's "not ready"/won't talk but I feel that that's what I want to do and what about my feelings?

I don't know how to get all this across to her if she won't talk to me.It would have been simpler if she'd said "don't contact me again"(if indeed that's what she wants-who knows?)-at least that would have been cleare than "not ready yet".