I don't know how or when I'm gonna do it but it all has to do with a separation. I can't write a lot all I wanted to express now because as my phone got smashed I'm writing on another devise I'm not used to and it's taking me a world of an effort. But, I need to talk with you, guys about this, you too, @Divine, you are both very supportive and at this point in my life for different reasons I'm more alone than ever. What it's not necessary bad in my case. I will explain later.