Yesterday we were out in the city at an outdoor cafe. Our waitress had dark hair and dark eyes. So I asked him is she more your type? He got upset and so I told him, what you told me about dark haired women being your preference has forever effected me. He said you’re the one I want. I’m attracted to YOU.

I hate that he made me feel so insecure and less than ideal with that one single comment! I am angry about it all over again. I am furious. No matter what he tells me, it doesn’t matter. The damage is done.