I’ve never felt that way in healthier relationships I’ve had. It is a roller coaster of emotions lately. It’s not me.. it’s the relationship.

I have not been saying he’s the greatest (I don’t believe). Sometime I feel happier. But for the last month or so I’ve been considering divorce. I created this thread right after he yelled at me again and after we had the most toxic kind of fight. And yes ever since then, it’s been a roller coaster. Guess that’s what considering divorce can do.