I’m nervous about tomorrow. I realize now that I was angry with her because I was nervous about work today. Work went fine and I feel a lot better. So it didn’t really have much to do with her at all. It was just my anticipatory anxiety. Although I still feel like she was being contradictory with the emails. Absolutely nothing made me angry at work today. I acted like my normal regular work self. I forgot I was on testosterone actually. It was like not being ate work was the issue all along.