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My mom told me if I wasn’t sleepy by 9 (heavily medicated) to take klonapin. Here it is 10:45 and I never took it. I have a t appt tomorrow and I’m afraid if I take it I won’t be able to wake up in the morning. I really need to see her! I am just escalating further and further. I guess I’ll have to call the pdoc back. Hope I don’t end up in the hospital.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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