Saw t today. Was very, very manic. She texted my husband to make sure he has keys to every car. She called pdoc while I was there. Pdoc called me back while I was in the grocery. Slept less then 5 hours last night. Thoughts were all jumbled. Took me off Wellbutrin for now and made some other changes that I can’t remember so I had to call her back and am waiting for another call. Told my mom I would get my lasagna for dinner ready to be baked then take a couple klonapin and try to sleep. I have SO much to say but I’d never shut up. Thanks for all of your support. Love to you all!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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