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Old Jun 17, 2020, 01:51 AM
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I haven't had a true, severe depression in a while, but when I'm there, multiple things happen.

1. I feel sluggish as molasses. I feel like every particle in my body is slowed down and I can't move any faster than about one-quarter speed.
2. I don't talk unless it's strictly necessary. Like I'll say one-word responses and only talk if someone addresses me directly. Otherwise I don't bother.
3. I feel sad. The weight of the world is upon me and there's nothing I can do to solve every problem out there.
4. I don't initiate anything with friends or family: I just sit in my room, sometimes listening to music (usually of the sad variety) or staring at the wall.
5. I can't get up in the morning even if there were a giant foghorn, someone yanking me out of bed, or a million little dwarves trying to wake me up and reminding me what beauty there is in the world.
6. My neural circuits don't work. I can't recall basic facts or information, or sometimes just don't want to, if addressed by others.
7. I can't concentrate for a good period of time on nearly anything.
8. There's nothing anyone can possibly do to rouse me from my state.
Possible trigger:


Okay, that's enough description of it. But hopefully it makes some sense what I said.
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