Yeah I might as well do that soon. I don't think I'll ever be sane again after knowing what I know.

I'm sorry guys. I feel like I've let you all down to have lost touch. But on this side it's ok - I understand music better. Just as long as I'm not paranoid, it's ok.

I feel fear, sadness, happiness. I shouldn't identify with intelligence just because people have told me that I was smart all my life. I'm just gonna let go.

I'm safe, everything is ok. I might have been in a mind state where I was so sane and everyone else knew the meaning that I know now.

Life is beautiful - sad, etc.. It's just life. Sia: "I'm still beathing - I'm alive".