Thank you Merope.

We have discussed that I am afraid of being too needy or dependent. I also fear that I will contact her to often and it will become an issue for her. She reassures me that if were to start becoming an issue she will tell me and we will discuss it. She has never felt like I even come close to it being an issue. She has had clients in the past that she felt outside contact was being too much but they discussed it and worked out a plan that worked for both of then. She also reassures me that needing to contact her has nothing about being too needy. I know it has to do with things from my childhood.

We , also, discussed how she responds. She doesn't respond in a theraputic way to texts (she doesn't like email because of the risk of being hacked etc). If she can tell I need a theraputic response or if I ask outright, she will call me. If I dont ask and she doesn't think I am looking for a call, she will respond with a I got your text and a few words of encouragement.