A lot of people told me to block her and to move on but I don't know if I can do anything without her.

We've had multiple discussions about this and we decided that it's better if we just go back to being friends but it's so difficult because we're both still into each other.

We try not to flirt but we still are, and complimenting her even in the slightest feels awkward.

Slowly it's getting better and I'm realizing that she wouldn't make for a great girlfriend, but that doesn't stop me from being attracted to her. I'm not sure what I'm after.

We have a lot of fun and she's the only person I talk to I would be so lonely without her.