Woke up really needing a coffee. I slept in until 3pm because I didn't give a ****. I might have a cold like my sister.. Coronavirus - Who knows.

I made a pot of coffee in one cup. I'm dependent now. My mom was annoying me being so dramatic to take out the trash.. All you have to do is be mindful about it, take the trash out - That's all there is to it.

Last night I went for a walk around the block and it was very slowly starting to get bright out. As I walked back to the house, I lied down on the grass in the yard and looked up at the stars - It was amazing and so beautiful. I was listening to nice songs and saw all of the stars in the sky - I started thinking about how that is what it's like to feel at a concert or festival on acid (Because I've been getting psychosis recently which kind of feels like acid - Music giving me signs from the gods or the researchers or aliens creating the simulation).

Newtus, I'll start researching about the brain and DiPT (Diisopropyltryptamine) - It's a drug that makes people hear voices. I'll come back with some information...