Thanks for your responses. I told my t yesterday that I planned to go to Florida. I told her I really wanted to go to California but that I saw pics of my family and me in Florida and absolutely longed to go there for the absolute majesty of the beach and it only takes 1/2 a day to get there and saw no reason I couldn’t go. She texted my huband then and there to make sure he had ALL of my car keys and called my pdoc because she was concerned. But, I don’t see the problem in driving somewhere I am longing to go, even to visit a few days. She asked where I’d sleep and I told her on the beach. She said again she didn’t want to see me in the hospital and to let my pdoc try to handle things a couple of days before I make any decisions.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
Last edited by cashart10; Jun 17, 2020 at 10:08 PM.
Reason: Changed today to yesterday, got my days confused.
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