I feel my depression over these last 2 weeks has just gotten so much worse, I have felt physically sick because for 8 long years I have had barely and social life. I have never been in a romantic relationship and I crave to be loved by a girl so badly. I’m 22 years old and I just have no social skills whatsoever. It really hurts and I just don’t feel wanted in this world. I have tried online dating and have had no luck, I can’t talk to people in person great because I’m socially awkward. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m literally laying in bed crying because I just don’t have anyone to hang out with and I crave intimacy and love so badly. I just don’t see it happening for me, as I’m ugly, fat, have zero social skills, no friends, what girl would want a guy like me. The answer is no one. I’ve spent 8 long years working on myself and I have gotten no results. I’m sick of living this way and I increasingly want to die. Life just doesn’t seem worth it without friends or a girlfriend. I just feel so lonely and I hate every second of it. I need friendship. I need to be loved. I need help.