Most depressions I have been through caused limb heaviness that made it extremely hard to move and get out of bed. I usually slept most of the day. A blackness penetrated and consumed my mind (It is hard to describe). I never felt particularly sad, just emotionless and extremely unmotivated. The strangest symptom that I had involved eating. It caused me to burst out in tears.
I've had two nasty depressions that caused restlessness and a feeling that my abdominal organs disappeared. I got suicidal during my last one but never told anyone. Those thoughts lasted about a month. I was too lazy to act on them.
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Dx: Didgee Disorder
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