(((((((Pinksoil))))))))

I think you have a wonderful T and a wonderful Pdoc, both of whom support you tremendously. If, after consultation with T, you decide you need the inpatient support a hospital can give, then you should go. Trust yourself and your process.

Sigh.

People here who think they know what is good for you are fooling themselves, not you, so pay that no mind. Just stay focused on what the next best thing is for you.

Oh, and by the way, I agree with your pdoc. You are not a fraud -- you have illness and you are taking care of it. So there!

Peace and Love coming your way.

xoxoxoxoxox