I just wasted an entire session crying. It was supposed to be a good session doing answer and questions. Instead my sadness over not getting to see her in-person again until 4 more weeks and fear of wasting session got the best of me. And I did waste my session. I don't think L understands how painful it is to be away from her. She says that 2 sessions a week isn't enough. That I need to learn to be on my team as well.

I think I'm done.