i feel as if my entire existance is under threat, i dont know where or what to do, i have a matter of 2 weeks to find someware else to live, the local authority dont want to know, my doc is being an *** by messing with my meds all the time, i saw me son last week for the first time this year and i had a DID blackout and he had to be cared for by the staff in the museum where i took him, so know i have lost me visitation rights to me son as i cant afford to let it happen again he is only 6 and as never seen me like that before, i am losing or have lost everything that i held dear and dont know what to do, i saw the doc today and he said come back in 2 weeks for a repeat perscription and i should be better, i have been on meds for 12 years and i am getting worse not better