As of yesterday, I feel very differently, badly...I can’t even describe it...anxious, depressed. It’s possible that it could be mild mania still but I don’t think so. What’s worse than the feeling is that my energy and motivation went from through the roof to non existent. It’s worse than a normal transition from mania to normal. My pdoc made several med changes all at one. She stopped my Wellbutrin and trintellix, increased my seroquel from 600 to 800 MG, added 4 MG of Klonapin and 30 MG of temazepam (sleep med). Yesterday I was up for only about 5 hours. Is the feeling I’m having residual mania, all of these changes hitting my system, or could one of the side effects be causing it? What are your thoughts? Do you think I will be ok again?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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