Ruby, in my understanding and recollection in the past you worked with disability services in your area and have a case manager/vocational developer through the disability services. Am I correct? Are you still working with them or they dropped you because you were pretty consistently employed (every state has different time frame)?

If you still receiving help from them perhaps you might want to address that they don’t appear to be very helpful. If you have unhelpful case manager (and I am very much aware of how often that happens) you can talk to a supervisor at your disability services office and request to change a case manager.

Is your therapist also in a disability services or you are seeing someone privately? Perhaps therapist is more use than a job developer in navigating social interactions at work. I’ve met some ineffective job developers, I am not even sure how they got their job! They needed job developers themselves. Lol

It’s great that you keep seeking help and keep working and trying to improve.