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sunrise said:
Kaika, how did you choose this therapist?

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<font color="purple">I didn't, my mom did (because we have to have it on a sliding scale basis and a reasonable time slot because of school) but she did ask me SEVERAL times at the end if I was ok with her. To be honest I didn't think she was the best person in the world but she was a nice person and I didn't want to hurt her feelings by saying no.

And well, thanks for the rest of the support guys.

I just don't know anymore, mean I'm in highschool, I see teen drama all the time, it's in the media, and yet it's not like the way I feel. I don't cry if I'm not the most popular kid in school, I don't whine if I don't have the latest thing, I never had a boyfriend (or girlfriend) to break up with so it's not like there is any kind of romance or heartbreak. So many teenagers in the media and addmitedly- in my class just seem so shallow to me. Ignorant if you will. I guess my only issue with calling whatever I'm going through a teen thing is that you are calling my issues and emotions shallow. (nobody here personaly, but just in general)


...I think 'willingness to explore' is an understatement, I study myself like it's a hobby. </font>