Yes, I think the meds are contributing to how you feel. You were pretty high, so I think your doctor took heavy measures to keep you safe.

In contrast to where you were, this is a major shift. The impact probably feels severe given how far you shifted relatively speaking.

Yes, you will absolutely be ok again. Your doctor will probably back your doses down after she's confident the mania has stopped. I remember feeling like a complete zombie in the hospital when I came down. Once they adjusted my meds, I was able to slowly make my way back to good.

It will be ok Cashart. Hang in there and remember this is just part of the cycle. You will feel like normal you again soon. Hugs and love to you!