I don't like showers for two reasons. One, which isn't verified yet, is that we think I have nerve damage which only affects my left outer leg and causes incredible shooting pains up my spine. And the other is a weird fear thing that I've built up. It takes me a long time to get ready mentally to be ready to shower. Maybe its related to the pain? It takes me a long time to get myself able to shower. I bet this makes no sense.