It did help a little, in the end though, it comes down to whether or not I can help myself. At this time, considering the state of the world with the virus, I don’t think its possible. However even before the virus I was secluded and isolated. I don’t understand how things would be different after the virus. I still think nothing good about myself, I’m still terrified to talk to girls, etc. Yes the virus has opened my eyes a little and yes ai realize I have work to do. I guess deep down I just don’t feel confident in myself to change and that’s really what it comes down to. I’m just so sick of school life, I want to throw up and cry. I appreciate you having this exchange with me as it did make me feel a little better.