Trying.. to.. Absorb knowledge..

Finding sources.. Many sources..

Going through internet, articles, reddits, etc..

The deeper I go, I find patterns.. But want to listen to music and chill...

Too much to handle.. brains.. My brain? Minds..

Day, night, dream, sight, light, dark, fight, spark

Order.. What do I do? With fear? Positivity, hope.

I will be positive until I die. But I remember when I was a kid - I was on the internet... A forum.. On skype I made a friend. He said "Is the glass half full or half empty?" - I said.. "Half empty". I know it's a jinx.. But it was a coincidental one.. It's true. I am a pessimist by nature.

It was made to be.

But I'm ok.