Thank you both so much. I ended up sleeping until around 1:30 today but then got up and got moving and sped up more again. My house would tell otherwise though. It looks like it’s been neglected for a few days and is about to drive me insane and will probably stay that way until Monday since tomorrow is Father’s Day. I think you are both right that this will pass and in review, I honestly think I’m still a bit high. I think yesterday was a ton of anxiety. Tonight my husband and I went out on a date with another couple and had a great time. My mom was worried for me to go out in my condition but it turned out fine. She also bought me a Fitbit versa and gave it to me today. She wants me to forward her my sleep each day so she can help keep track of things if I am spiraling because she
Is so much better at it than my husband. Even if it is a little overprotective, I find it extremely thoughtful and giving! I am blessed to have her as my mom!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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