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Originally Posted by bpcyclist
That is intereting, Desoxyn, because I don't really think of you as a pessimist.
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Yeah actually I think I'm an optimist. I confuse it with nihilism.. Optimistic nihilism..
I remember saying to a psychologist, "I'm an optimistic misanthrope".
When I first told my mom that I was depressed when I was 16, she got me to write down 5 or so things that I'm hopeful for - I wrote them down. She said "You're not depressed".
So I suppose it's negative symptoms of schizophrenia idk. My therapist said that she can't picture or imagine me being depressed like I explain how I was. So Idk