I was just there! I am in an IOP program, and nearing the end. If I am distracted than I'm okay, but if I sit down and think, then all hell breaks out. And I'm sitting down. My feet hurt. And that darn channel is on TV!!!! I'm wanting to be upstairs, but my room has a smell from using goof off for some tape residue. And I can't stand the smell.
T brought up hospitalization, and I had to contract for safety.
I tried going to another town and state. But I had to return home. I don't want to be here. I don't want to be in my head. Where else can I be?
I am overwhelmed by the amount of change that needs the happen. And I'm terrified! I don't want to go inpaitent. But I'm concerned. I haven't told my parents yet, and I live with them, despite being an adult! I just feel hopeless!