Five of our 12 allocated sessions are now over and already I feel that dreaded sense of rejection that I know is coming. There is so much I desperately want to tell you and you keep encouraging me to tell you, but if I do you are not going to be there to help me through it. Once we get to 12 sessions, you’re gone. Why are you allowing me to start trusting you? I told you this is what I was worried about. I can see myself at the end of the 12 sessions at a point where I have started to become attached to you l. I’m desperately trying to not let that happen by not opening up fully. You said you would be careful to make sure that the ending wouldn’t make me feel bad or rejected but if you really cared and wanted to help you would let me continue seeing you. Like everyone else you just pretend to care and you probably can’t wait to see the back of me. You’re the first person I feel like understands me. You’re the first person I feel like I could really work with and be honest with. Yet that isn’t going to happen because there is a capped amount of sessions. I’m so angry at you for this even though you have been honest about it from the start. Once it’s over I’ll be left alone to try and cope we know how that usually ends. Is there really any point in continuing with the rest of the sessions? Probably not but I can’t bring myself to stop them.