I've been on this meds for 6 weeks. I was on it before at different times. It's the meds we really want to work but honestly I don't know. The AP is working but needs to be higher but can't complain about it. It works the best from everything I've tried over the past 10+ years.

I'm thinking I have paranoid personality disorder. What really got to me was t saying my fears while not likely isn't delusional. Which is good but it wasn't helpful. She wants me to have a prn for anxiety when home alone. I don't think I have the balls to ask for more medication. After the last session with pdoc have been awful I was confused and confintational.

It's not t it's me. I really don't feel I can learn anymore. I just have to deal and put into practice. If there's a specific issue I'll go back. If I start being self destructive then I'll go back. Maybe I'll just wait until we can meet in person.