I have respect for anyone else's to do list as like my own.

For me, my schedule was kind of like a thought exercise and an attempt to see how I do - Doing things that I don't feel like doing in the moment. Cuz I usually do what I feel like doing in the moment but it's not working - I end up not doing anything.

It's ok to preserve the mental state as well by relaxing, trying to overcome mental illness etc. That's what I've been doing and I'm still doing that.

I have a huge lack of understanding in rules, structure, education systems and how it all works. Some people work, make money online, get inheritance, some people rob banks.

It's all good.