of course now i'm feeling all needy of you again. my son came over earlier to bring his dad a father's day card and some cookies and without thinking I said come on in expecting that h and i would both stay at least 6 feet away but of course i was so happy to see him (i miss him so darn much) i walked up closer to him before i caught myself. ****ing covid. i jumped back and went and sat on the couch and he stayed by the front door. h was standing there talking to him and kept moving closer and i kept telling him to back off. h refuses to wear a mask and he's had a cold or allergies or something for several weeks so of course i am paranoid that he has covid (he refuses to get tested so far but i'm wearing him down on that) now i'm scared shitless of course that h has it, meaning i have it without symptoms, and that we both just gave it to our son. and now he will take it home to his gf. fml