It's tempting to buy meth once I run out of extra stimulant medication.

But I can fight this. There's so much going on with me right now. I'm struggling for my life. Completely struggling for my life.

I could literally write books about what I'm dealing with right now.

I feel like I'm hanging on for life and just want to let go. I feel like love is fake and reality is fake.

I'm just so extremely open minded and I'm not supposed to be in this world.